.........

我很无奈～
都不懂要怎么表达出来
就酱
很无奈～

erm~
我很诚实的跟我妈讲了那个烂死人不偿命的成绩了
还好他没有骂我～
为什么感觉他变和蔼了........

讲到和蔼
刚刚看那些女佣的照片
也不是很多
三张～
有38岁
21岁
34岁

38岁的他的名叫148
跟我家肥肥同天生日
然后我觉得他太老了～

21岁的
我们都认为他会跟人跑掉
毕竟他还年轻
虽然以小人之心度君子之腹是不好的行为
不过从要考虑后果～
还有
他的孩子才10个月～

34岁的
我叫他avantar~
因为很像
瘦瘦的脸
翘翘的耳朵
他跟我家老爸同天生日嘞～
看他小小酱
他的孩子跟我同年==



有些东西真的被吓到了
可以说
突然的变到很好
没错
我在讲你啦～
你不停的道歉，说后悔
hmm...
我知道那个字的意思了！！
没有伤到啦其实
还记得我写在你手上的那句吗
“放宽了心情，把什么都变美了”


哦哦
对了
想说
“不是每句对不起，都能换回没关系”
不过也请你记住
“只要不是有心的
不管你说多少次对不起
都能换回别人的那句....

没关系”



I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today
'cause I've gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
(What about us?
What about everything we've been through?)
What about trust?
(you know I never wanted to hurt you)
and what about me?
(What am I supposed to do?)
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
(I'll miss you)
so...
I've got to move on and be who I am
(Why do you have to go?)
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
(I'm trying to understand)
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now
(I want you to stay)
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own away


yup~
we might find our place in this world someday
no need worry about it
take it easy
n
be happy~